Fuck it, I don't know why but I love you too.

Im so nervous. Tomorrow, Im going over to Jon's house. I don't know how I will act but im probably gonna be all lame and quiet and shit and idek lol. I hope it turns out to be good tomorrow though. Today, Quintin tried the mood calculator on me and it said im in love and he kept making jokes about how I was in love with Jon -.-

A couple of days ago I met this girl, Destiny. She is really cute and when I first met her she told me that her and her bf were always fighting and she was thinking about breaking up with him. We started talking more and such and she is really sweet. Last night, she told me her best friend said that she wanted to date her when her and her bf broke up and I was like "wtf she needs to backup because I asked you first" and she told me I made her night hahsashdhosad x3 I dont know if she is ever gonna break up with him though so im not focusing all on her and such. I'm pretty sure Jeordin likes her and if she does I was just gonna back up but she told me it was cool (which I think she is lying) so whatever.

Jessica is really starting to piss me off. Ive been trying really hard to still be her friend and try and get as close to her as possible but she is always just shutting me down. When I actually wanted to hang out with her and she told me we should hang out at the chilli thing which is fucking stupid because thats like working. Its not even fun. But I agreed with it because I wanted to spend time with her because im tired of always being the 3rd fucking wheel. It fucking sucks being second and having to be always behind someone. Im getting so sick of it and I think ive had about all I can take. When I talk to her she acts like she doesnt even wanna talk to me. Im done trying to get your attention and try to still be your friend. You wanna act like you don't wanna talk to me? fine. Ill give you what you want. If you wanna be my friend you can try and see how it feels to try as hard as I am right now. She says that people walk all over her and such but she doesnt realize that she does the same thing but in a different way -.-

uhgohsosadho I dont know what i'm gonna wear tomorrow. Or saturday when I go to gallery. le sigh.