She is a woman who has learned not to believe in promises or dreamers.

Why does this make me so upset? I shouldn't even be bothered by it. I shouldn't even deal with it. I think I just want a reason to think about you and have something with you again. No. I don't need anything with you and I dont want anything with you. I will just ignore this. I don't understand why your starting shit though. Things were going fine. You told Matthew that I was talking about you? I never do. I try and keep your name out of my mouth. Maybe it was Jeordin. I did talk to her about you. hm. I think it was. If you are mad for that reason, then thats dumb. Whatever. I think Jennifer is rubbing off on you and you just wanna be a bitch just because. Lord, I hope you don't turn out like her. Please don't become her.