If my life is mine, what shouldn't I do?

I feel weird blogging on here now.

I should probably be outside right now. Everyday i'm stuck in this house doing nothing but sitting here. My mom wants me to clean but I think its fucking stupid for me to be spening my spring break cleaning. Its already Friday and I have not done one single fun thing. Sitting here by myself in this house is driving me crazy. All I can do is get on facebook and see all the pictures and status's of everyone having fun at the fucking beach or some where else fun. I love facebook but sometimes its hard to take. What I started to look forward to is going outside at night. The night before last, Josh asked me to come outside and walk with him. I did. He told me about all his troubles. I tried to tell him about mine but it didnt seem he was listening or he was just waiting for me to get done so he could talk. I was fine with just listening. Im glad I could help at least one person. Just keep your own feelings to yourself. Everyone else is too busy dealing with their own problems to think about yours. You can see the stars so clearly from my neighborhood. Its beautiful. I love it so much. I started going walking every night because of it. Oh and the toads. There are way too many toads in my neighborhood. and they are so loud :/ idk how people even sleep. But they always go out on the road which I think is dumb because they always get ran over. I saw 4 dead frogs on the road and I didn't get to see any live ones. I was so disappointed. Maybe i'll see one today :3 Yep. So I guess thats pretty much my spring break. blehhh.