You sometimes think you want to disappear, but all you really want is to be found.

My mother told me today that I can start driving on April 1st. I just noticed that next month was April. If me and Morgan were still together, April 2nd would have been our one year anniversary. It pisses me off so much that when I remembered this, I started to cry and now I will be probably be dreading that day. It makes me so sad how much she hates me but all I want to do is make her happy.

I want someone to be here for me and to love me and I promise, whoever you are that comes along, I will treat you right and never let you go because I now know how it feels to be without you and I will always appreciate being with you because I didn't before and I lost you and its one of the biggest things I will ever regret in my whole life.

I really need to read. This book is killing me. I hope I did good on my math test. I can't wait for the weekend to be here. Le sigh.