Missing the little things I never appreciated.

Last night, I was reading this blog and most of them were about Morgan. It kind of made me sad because I miss all the little things she used to do and I would never appreciate it at all. I mean, I hate her but I still miss the things we did and went through. I miss all those sweet things she did for me like kiss my forehead or tell me she loved me even though I was mad at her and didn't say it back. I've realized now that the reason she probably cheated on me and left me was because i'm an emotional bitch but I dont care. She left for a reason and i'm glad she did because we had a terrible relationship and we were always fighting. I know now what a real relationship is like and I long for one of those every day. I was watching Wall-E today and I cried because it was so cute. I cry every time I watch it because I wish someone cared about me as much as Wall-E cares about Eve. I hate that I always think about the past. I always think of all the things we used to do and I miss it so much and want it back. I don't want to do those things with you but with someone better than you. Someone who will actually love me. I hope that person comes along soon. I'm tired of waiting.