I got cho back.

Today has actually been a good day even though I have been cleaning all day. I woke up at like 1 pm today and after I ate, I went straight to work cleaning the whole dining room area. It looks so nice and shiny and I love how my hair looks up x3 While I was cleaning, I was thinking of what Jennifer told me yesterday on the phone. She gave me this big whole long boring speech or something but I stopped listening half way through. The part I did listen to was the part I was thinking about though. She said something about me hating them because Morgan broke up with me or some shit. Morgan said the same thing to me the other day. It pisses me off how they think that. -.- If I were talking to them I would tell them that that isnt the reason and they are idiots for even thinking that. If that was the case, I would hate every person that rejected me. I hate them because Morgan gave me no repect. They also don't know the reason I called her immature. I called her immature because she thinks that just because she really cares about someone that means that she can treat them like the best person in the world. She said she knew we werent gonna last which was why she treated me badly. This is the reason why I hate her and called her immature. She should have just broken up with me instead of treating me like shit. A MATURE person would not have cheated on me then lied to my face or treated me like straight shit when we were dating even though I gave her the world. I lost so much because of her. I lost my car. I lost my parents trust at one time too. I lost so many things just for her. She treated me badly, then cheated on me, and then put me through hell afterwards and these stupid bitches think its because she broke up with me. Seriously? I don't think I will ever forgive you for treating me like this. The reason I hate you, Jennifer is because you just don't know when to stop and then you always blame me for everything. You may say that im starting this because im writing this down or whatever but this blog helps me remember things. If I write this down on a piece of paper, Ill probably lose the piece of paper or something. This will be here always. I look at all my previous posts at least once a week so I can remember every little detail. I dont do this to start shit unless you make me mad. I hate the fact that you think you know me too. You always say "You're so much better than this blahblah" We talked for.... maybe 2 weeks? I didn't even show you how I really was. Im not weak and I am a bitch when I want to be. You think you're stronger than me? You might be but I know i'm strong too. I've changed a lot ever since Morgan and I broke up. This, is the only thing I will ever thank her for.