"Friendship is not capable of ending. If it does it's only because it never existed."

I have so much respect for both of you.

This isn't any of my business, I know but I don't know why it affects me so much. I feel like i'm reading a book and when something sad happens, I cry because it's sad. It kind of feels like this. I look up to you so much. I wish me and you could have become closer because i've always felt the need to comfort you, to be there for you. When you used to talk to me and you told me that everyone leaves you, I wanted to be that one person that stayed.

I love you. You're my best friend and I think you may be one the best bestfriends ive ever had. I know I may not be your best friend like I used to be anymore and I know I may hurt you a lot because I always get upset with you because you left me with someone. She was right. There are so many things you don't know or realize but I love you so much for this. You have been there for me through thick and thin and a lot of the times I feel like ive been the worst friend ever because when you cry, I have no idea what to do. If someone I barely knew cried I would know how to make them feel better but with you its just..... blank. I feel terrible about it and i'm sorry I couldn't be there for you like she is. I'm sorry i've lost your attention. I still love you though and I don't think my love for you could ever go away.

I'm so sorry. I don't know how to put how I feel into words. I wish I was like you and could do it but I can't. My emotions can't be read by me.