Jennifer.

This has been on my mind so much lately and I didn't know how to say it or put it into words.

I hate that you are with her. You deserve so much better. I was with her for a really long time. I was her first girlfriend. I know how she is. She has changed so much and a lot of the bad stuff I blame myself for. I don't think she is mature enough to be in a relationship. She doesn't know anything. The bad ones you should just keep away from because they are always the ones you are drawn to and the ones will end up hurting you the most. You always think that I want her back. I don't. I don't even know why you think this. Why would I want someone who cheated on me and broke my heart back? Only a really dumb person would want someone like that back. I do care about you. There was a time when me and you were friends and I grew to care about you a lot and I actually care about your feelings, I do. I know I may say some bitch things to you but that's because i'm mad at you because I think you have made the wrong choice in what you are doing. You always tell me to always make good choices and don't make the same mistakes you have but you are making the same mistake over again. I know you may 'love' her but I loved her once too. Love blinds you from the truth.

I had a lot more to say but I forgot the rest. I'm still not sure if I will let you see this or not but I just needed to get it out. Even if I do let you read this you probably won't care but at least I told you.