I wanna be better than you. I wanna be so much better that I won't have to compare myself to you all the time.
There are days when I feel bad about being bitch. There are days when I just don't care and feel like telling everyone to go fuck themselves. I don't think I can put into words how much I hate labels. The term 'bisexual' is extremely offensive to me. If you like the same sex, even if you still like the opposite, you are still gay to me. There is no pansexual, bisexual, none of that shit in my vocabulary. It pisses me off so much. Yeah, im confused on what I want. It seems one day, all I want is girls but then some guy comes along and I think "hm, maybe I could date him." A lot of the times, I think that I don't really like that person at all but im just tired of being alone. Sometimes, I can't wait til I leave here. I just got here. I've only been here for a year and I already can't wait to leave. I'm stuck on trying to make myself look better and be better but I don't really think im doing it for myself. Im doing it because I want to be better than her. Im doing so maybe, MAYBE someone might see me and think im cute and talk to me or something. Im confused with myself. I dont know what I want, who I am, anything.
I think im just nothing.
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