Everyone hates me. ok.

Lindsay has been ignoring me. Everytime I try and talk to her, ignored. I thought she just didn't feel like talking to me at first but then this morning she snapped on me when I was talking to Marley. I said "I hate when people use yolo as an excuse to do a bunch of shit" because we were talking about yolo and Lindsay was like "I hate when other people call people whores." I think she was talking about how I call her a WHORE-ibble person but I thought that was mine and hers inside joke :( Maybe she is just upset because of her girlfriend. Eh, I don't even feel like dealing with it. I guess she can hate me. I won't talk to her anymore -.-

I thought me and Matthew were doing fine. We werent talking to each other but we werent being bitches to each other either. Well, until today. He keeps whispering to Jessica everytime I say something. I dont understand why he just doesnt say it out loud because Jessica is closer to me than she is him so of coarse she is going to tell me either way. He is just being a bitch I guess. I don't know why. When he texted me and said that he wanted to be friends again and I said no, I thought we were okay and at least going to be civil. I guess that's too much to ask of a drama queen.

I guess its whatever. Today was a better day than yesterday was. Im still pretty tired but at least I havent cried at all today. For some reason I really started to miss my uncle today. I wanna see him. I dont know why just because our whole family doesnt like him, I cant talk to him. I love him for his flaws and all his mistakes even though they were really bad.. I dont care. le sigh.